As of today, I am officially 37 years old. Yeah I know, half way to 74 - good lawd that sounds old. But you know what, I am happy to be so close to 40. I was never what you would consider a healthy child: I had, and still have, asthma that requires daily medication; I was allergic to everything under the sun; my legs and feet were misaligned when I was born and I had to wear a brace to learn to walk; I was always a little overweight which eventually led to high blood pressure; and a host of other "issues" that would bore even the most dedicated therapist. I tell you this not for sympathy or to sell my story, but those were the reasons why I always wondered what my life would be like when I grew up. Well, I did grow up and thanks to the miracles of modern medication I live a perfectly normal semi-healthy life. I hunt, fish, play golf, play ball in the yard with my boys, and just about anything I want to do.
But, to be brutally honest with you, I am not totally satisfied with the way I spent my first 37 years of my life. Ofcourse I am proud of some of my accomplishments - I married the woman of my dreams, I have 2 wonderful boys, and we live in a nice house in a great neighborhood. What more could you ask for, right? I couldn't agree more. Still, I feel like I left a little bit on the table. I had some personal goals that I never met - people I haven't met and places I havent' seen, if you will. While I have totally exceeded my expectations in some areas (luckily the most important areas), I came up short in others. Its not that I am unhappy or unsatisfied with my life, its just that I know I could have done better. Actually, I think I can still do better.
Pushing 40 does not mean pushing up daisies does it? I don't think so either. I came across a list I did some time ago, a bucket list if you will, and I realized that I had actually accomplished almost half of them without even trying. So I figured what the hell, lets give it a go and see if I could not get them all done - after all I'm only 37. So I am going to celebrate my 40th birthday by finishing that original list and adding a few more for pleasure. 3 years is not very long, especially for a list that long, but I think I got what it takes. So let's roll!
Black History Month - proceed with caution...
17 years ago
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY...Belated.
I have read your list very carefully and this is my take on it if it means anything. You have alot of good ones on there, personal stuff and such that can be very easily accomplished. However there is a few that has me a little worried... See all 50 states? You better get started tomarrow. Sky Dive??? R U CRAZY??
Tattoo? I would have never thought that one.
OK, after it is all said and done. I hope you can accomplish each and every one by the time you turn 40, but if you dont just know that the ones that matter the most to you should be addressed first and foremost. Happy Birthday again
Erin's Mom :)
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